Two weeks passed when class started.
It was very fast, because I was desperate preparing for classes.
I found my way to preparing for class is not enough to get more thing from lesson.
The more study I did, the more understandable class be.
So, I must adapt me to university style.

I'll talk about circle activities.
  I'm belonging to three class,light music club, literature cub,and glee club.
In literature club, I always a good time when I drop on it.
IIn sophia university, students are came from comparatively urban district, for example, Kanto or Kinki district.
So I'm called Yamaguchi-kun by them, because I'm from Yamaguchi prefecture.
But I'm feel happy to be called by nickname.
By the way, too disappointed for me,  I can't attend club's study meeting.
It is the event that club member explains about literature they chose,.
It is carried out every Monday and Friday from 5:00 P.M. to 7:00.
but I have fifth period both days,  it is from five to six thirty.
  Next, about glee club.
I don't intend to participate this club completely.
But in freshman week, I was talked by them.
I was glad ro be call out me, but not interest in it.
But, I think, " If I participate in only meal meeting, I may find person who be friend for me."
Participating the meeting, I found these people in this circle is very good people!
They are being very friend to me!
So I enrolled this circle. It is funny saying it that I feel It's like a deception in writing it.

I read Catcher In The Rye.
I feel empathy with this story's hero.
In my analogy, He don't have anything but he has inferiority complex.
he use the word "phony", it is express his complaint.
I feel it stands his feeling of inferiority,so he disguise it through denying someone.
I think It is represent general teenager's feeling.
This story proceeds in first person. It is very interesting.
It doesn't have any dramatic scene. So I feel boredom.
But as reading, I was absorbed in his talking.
when he visit his teacher, the teacher say to him,"person who go collapsed is no bottom which understandable soon."
When I am in laziness, I stop thinking and don't feel anything.
Sometimes I felt I'm in tiredness, but feel itself comfortable.
I understand later I spend time with no benefit.
If I had used this time something to helpful,I would be better man.
But also, I like this melancholic feeling.
this emotion would never able to understand  without stand same position.
If I only do good thing and try to hard, I would have more confidence in oneself.
But I don't think want to be so.
how feel what around me. it forms my identity.
indeed, I may have distorted personality, but it help me to understand something in my way.
Maybe, my view would be thought interesting by someone, If so,I am happy.

P.S. I had loved EXILE, but....I was betrayed them.