today, I played band music for the first time when I enrolled this school.
Because I play music with amplifier for the first time in a long time, it was very fun!
my members are very good people. I ate dinner with them.
I like listen to music, but playing music is more interesting.
It allows me to enjoy music further.

Recently, I feel always something wrong with me.
I feel fatigue all day. I want concentrate something hard, but it prevent me from doing so.
I think I must try everything more harder.

In last week, I gave presentation in speaking class.
I talk about Bob Dylan's song Forever Young. It is very good song.
Bob Dylan always sing about something difficult to understand,but this song is very straight song.
He sings for his son.  This song became picture book for children last year.
If one parent gives this book his child, I think this parent is very good person.
He wishes his child's happiness, expressing one's love is very good thing.

this week, I read Miyabe Miyuki's BRAVE STORY.
I found this book in secondhand book store. It has very big volume, reaches about 1500 pages.
But it sold at 250 yen! very profitable!
this story is fantasy story. I think this genre is for children at first.
But she also writes mystery fiction. And she is very famous writer in Japan.
So, this book is very interesting for me.
This story's plot is that hero experiences very sad things, his parent's divorce. And he decides to go to Vision, it is fictional world produced by humans image.
If he succeed in this imaginary world for traveler, he can make his wish true.

I think this story is worth reading for everyone.
It has very heavy theme. What is justice?
It describes several people. everyone has various thought, aim, trauma.
For example, hero's father have illicit love with another woman.
Hero wants him to return his home, but father says, "If your idea makes your familiar person angry, do you think bending my belief is right?"
I think this question is very difficult. indeed, there social morals, but everyone has belief.
If one side becomes so called justice, other side becomes evil.
But then, is it good thing sweeping other side's feeling?
this question continues to blame hero.
But his boss said to him.
"Wataru ( hero's name), your heart feel things is wrong, you must follow your mind."
She advise him to conflict people whether you can understand each other or not.
It is her own idea, so perhaps someone opposed her. But I think good thing having own principle.
She is very strong person. 
What is justice? it is very difficult question. I want to have my answer and be more fixed person.

By the way, June start.
I like rain, but I find laundry is hard to dry.  My first June living by myself will be more blue.
See you next week.